a week before christmas

Well what can I say about today well it's the last day of school for the year of 2010 and can't wait 5 more months and I graduate thank god

Day before Thanksgiving

Well what can I say about this WONDERFUL day well I feel like shit and I dont want to be here at school I rather be at home drinking hot tea and not dealing with the cold weather and with a certain someone who should remain unnamed and then I have to go home and get everything ready for my stupid relatives that are coming for thanksgiving which i was hoping i was going to have an amazing weekend but no they had to go ruin my weekend grr anyways had the best snow day ever yesterday with the family cant wait for another snow day because I get to spend it with my family that I love with all my heart

Sad memories

Well what can I say well these past few weeks have been torture for me because I still love Diego with all my heart and its tough seeing that he pulling away from me more and more every day and I hate seeing him leave but I have to let things fall into place and I hope soon we can be together forever but i don't see that happening soon enough I ♥ U Diego Alonso Abarca

Boring Monday

Well what can I say today has been pretty boring so far everything is piling up on me everyone is out to get me just because i skipped one day of school its not like im going to do it again it was once in a lifetime thing anyways I had the best weekend ever my baby cousin had her bapstium this past weekend and it was a huge success couldnt ask for a better weekend she looked so cute with her dress on and she knows she is full of love and she will never be alone she has her sisters her parents her godparents/uncle and aunt and cousins that love her to death and I cant wait until next year so they can come live with us

Tiring Thursday

Well what can i say well I've had a long prison like week I got detention for 3 days it was a nightmare thank god I'm out of it and now I'm just here in credit recovery doing my geometry credit i need and then I go to lunch next and then to stupid math which i need to finish my test for and then I get to go to photography that's going to be fun and then I cant wait for this weekend to come I get to see my cousins that I miss with all my heart and I get to see my adorable niece that I'm dying to meet

Good bye

Well what can I say about this stupid asshole who destroyed my life and made it a living hell for the past 2 years of my life well his name is Diego Alonso Abarca and he came into my life on August 3,2008 first we started as two people getting to know each other but a few days later it became more then just two people getting to know each other we became bf and gf for a while but we kept on breaking up because of the distance but we eventually got back together until the hurtful day that still hurts me to this day. On December 6, 2008 was the day we broke up for good and its still hard to see his pictures and remember that he was mine and only mine for that period of time and right now were trying to make our friendship work without letting our true feelings for each other ruin what we have and I hope that one day when we actually meet we can put everything we went through in the past and start all over again and we can finally be together like we wanted all along

Good luck in life Diego and I hope you still care about me like I do and I will always remember this experience like a memory that help me realize that true love can be found very close to you

Worst week ever

Well what can I say about this horrible week well ive been sick since friday and I think it gets worse everytime I think or even write and I feel like going home and resting for the rest of the week but no i already missed 3 freaking days of school but I feel alot better seeing my friends and getting the hang of what I missed these 3 days ive been gone but when i was at home getting some rest I actually talked to one of my friends that I havent talked to in a long time and it was actually fun to talk to him and see what we have missed out on since the last time I talked to him.

My friend's name is Diego he means everything to me we can talk on the phone/texting about anything and still laugh at the stupidest things but we do share something important and that feeling is something i will always treasure because him and I go back a long time and he knows and understands what I go through and Im glad that I can always count on him for anything.

Shithole day of all days

Well today has been pretty bad I have a cold and I want to go home really bad but I cant I have aerobics today and I dont want to make it up so far what I have done is had a test today in english and now Im in credit recovery doing my english credit and then I go to lunch after that I have geometry and we have a test in that class that I have to finish and after that I have aerobics and we have weigh ins today and I dont want to weigh in I just want to go home and go back to bed I feel like shit well thats all for today

Boring Monday

Well what can I say about this shithole day I was having a pretty good day today until I sent my ex a message on myspace and he didnt reply to it and that ticked me off so bad if he wants a fuckin future with me he has to fuckin earn it and Im tired of fighting for him if hes going to fuckin ignore me and then talk to me when he wants to its pissing me off and im tired of even trying to save what we have left and he should understand that I love him with all my heart and its driving me crazy that he thinks he can control my feelings but he cant and he stopped being part of my feelings a long time ago. I fuckin hate you Diego Alonso Abarca and this is the fuckin last time you will ever hear from me and if you want me back you know where to find me