7 year old love story

Well what can I say yesterday was 7 years since my ex and I broke up and it feels like it just happened and it hurts each day knowing that he's happy and I can't seem to move on without him I wish I could've met him at a later time in my life so I wouldn't have to go through this pain but it didn't happen and he's always been the love of my life and I don't think I will love anyone else like I love him I just wish he knew how much I love him and how bad my heart aches for him. I don't picture myself with anyone else then him honestly and I'll be devastated if he marries someone else and not me :(

Destiny?

Well yesterday was a great day because I got see my crush Tony after months of not seeing him because he quit working as a cashier and when I went to the store I don't know why I got the urge to glance over while I was filling up my water gallon and I saw him and i felt my heart skip a beat and I got nervous and I tried not to stare at him and make it obvious that I still had a thing for him but when I saw him again it felt like he never left and he looked super sexy I just hate that he is 19 and I'm 23 i wish we were around the same age so I could get the guts to ask him out but I don't want to go through that again

New crush

Well what can I say? There's this new guy that I have my eye on and his name is Tony and he works at khourys. He's really sexy and I don't mind him having facial hair he can rock a nice beard. It was almost 2 weeks that I last saw him and I saw him yesterday and he got nervous handing me back my change and I smiled at him and today I glanced over and he had this amazing smile that I could melt for but I didn't see him after that and I wish he didn't leave so soon