Cloudy Monday

Well what can I say about today well today the weather decided to change and I hope it doesnt snow because tomorrow is an important day for me and if it snows it will be ruined completely anyways today has been a month since I took a test that I failed and dont want to mention right now about and I still feel bad about it I know I could of done better but I was too nervous and my nerves got the best of me I hope that tomorrow is a good day for me and this time I will do better on that test.

Also today has been a month since it was valentines day and I regret letting go of someone special that I had close but never really understand that feeling until after he left and hes still part of my life but its still hurts to see him and keep everything bottled up and pretend that everythings fine between us I know he still has feelings for me because of the distance we cant be together like we deserve but we just have to wait and let the future take its course and if it wants us together then its what it wants
The person who I regret letting go he has a amazing personality a good sense of humor he knows how to make me laugh at every possible moment even if were just talking about stupid things he came into my life on august 4th 2008 and has been in my heart ever since and I wish I could put everything that happened in the past but it gets harder each minute and everything comes back and it hurts me even more knowing that he was and is still part of my life.
Diego is the only person that showed me the real meaning of true love and not having him trust me its heartbreaking because hes the one who broke that promise in the first place and tried to blame me for it but he knew it wasnt going to be easy for me to accept that and when we broke up it seem that my whole world came crashing down before my eyes and it was hard for me to see him go and the day after we broke up we talked it out and agreed to become friends but it doesn’t feel the same being friends then being together but he still tried to make me laugh knowing that wouldn’t help ease the pain away
The day we broke up my dad wasn’t there to make everything better and when he called I couldn’t resist and I started to cry and he told me to why I was crying and I couldn’t tell him why I was crying I just told him I was crying because I missed him and it felt like an eternity not seeing him and then fighting with him and he told me something that I will never forget That even tho hes not there physically he will always be there mentally and I don’t know what I will do without my dad hes my role model and it wont be the same if I leave for college I would miss him a lot. My family is everything to me they know how to comfort me whenever Im feeling down and we always have our fights but at the end of the day we still love each other

tiring friday

Well what I say about this wonderful day not much because the person I wanted to see today isn't here because he decided to skip school without giving me a reason and I'm super pissed about that anyways well u can't wait for the weekend to start because this week has been pretty tiring because of stupid proficiencies and it tired me out a lot well I'm going to go see you next time P.s there's a guy that has my heart and I don't want him to ever let go of it and he knows that TE AMO DIEGO ABARCA

alone

All alone in a room
With a heart broken 

In 2 cant seem to
Replace you its
Now a distant Memory when I last saw you
And it still hurts
Seeing you gone
But you will Always be
In my heart Knowing your
Part of me
TE AMO LUZ NAVA 9/5/37-1/11/11