My babe Eduardo <3

What can I say? I have finally moved from my ex Diego and I'm not going back because it's not worth it. The guy that stole my heart helped me move on from him and I will always thank him for it. His name is Eduardo and he's super sexy I can picture myself with him in the future more then I ever did with Diego and I feel like he treats me like a queen even tho we got into a huge fight a few weeks ago all because my insecurity got the best of me and I thought he was cheating on me. But we were able to get past it and move on I just wish he didn't live in California 

Eduardo

Well what I can say about this cutie right here! Well I met him on the same website as my ex and we hit it off fast as friends. I was only looking for a friend in him because i wasnt ready to start something with someone just yet even tho it had been 7 years since I broke up with my ex and he understood where I was coming from and I thank him for that. This cutie's name is Eduardo and hes sexy looking for sure. One day i was checking my page when suddenly i saw a message from him and we havent stopped since and i cant imagine not talking to him about anything and slowly he has won my heart and i cant picture myself without him in my life as a friend and crush. 

TE AMO EDUARDO MAGANA RAMOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

7 year old love story

Well what can I say yesterday was 7 years since my ex and I broke up and it feels like it just happened and it hurts each day knowing that he's happy and I can't seem to move on without him I wish I could've met him at a later time in my life so I wouldn't have to go through this pain but it didn't happen and he's always been the love of my life and I don't think I will love anyone else like I love him I just wish he knew how much I love him and how bad my heart aches for him. I don't picture myself with anyone else then him honestly and I'll be devastated if he marries someone else and not me :(

Destiny?

Well yesterday was a great day because I got see my crush Tony after months of not seeing him because he quit working as a cashier and when I went to the store I don't know why I got the urge to glance over while I was filling up my water gallon and I saw him and i felt my heart skip a beat and I got nervous and I tried not to stare at him and make it obvious that I still had a thing for him but when I saw him again it felt like he never left and he looked super sexy I just hate that he is 19 and I'm 23 i wish we were around the same age so I could get the guts to ask him out but I don't want to go through that again

New crush

Well what can I say? There's this new guy that I have my eye on and his name is Tony and he works at khourys. He's really sexy and I don't mind him having facial hair he can rock a nice beard. It was almost 2 weeks that I last saw him and I saw him yesterday and he got nervous handing me back my change and I smiled at him and today I glanced over and he had this amazing smile that I could melt for but I didn't see him after that and I wish he didn't leave so soon 

My babe's birthday!

Well tomorrow is my ex Diego's birthday and he finally turns 21 and it feels different being older then him because when we met he told me he was older then me and when I found out he was younger then me I got mad because I thought he was older but i guess not. Lately I've been thinking of him non stop and I keep playing the break up over and over in my mind and all the hurt comes back and I want to put it all in the past but I can't even if I do end up moving on he will always be the love of my life and a huge part of it

I love you Diego and always will even tho you don't

Unknown

Well what can I say about this cold night well I've been thinking of my ex Diego so much lately and I feel like all the feelings of hate I had for him are coming back and they hurt me a lot but the reason I feel like this is because of my crush Anthoney and the fact that he has a girlfriend and never had the guts to fucking tell me hey I have a girlfriend I hope you don't get mad but no he had to hurt me the worst possible way and I know for a fact Diego wouldn't do this to me without thinking of my feelings first