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Well what can I say about this cold night well I've been thinking of my ex Diego so much lately and I feel like all the feelings of hate I had for him are coming back and they hurt me a lot but the reason I feel like this is because of my crush Anthoney and the fact that he has a girlfriend and never had the guts to fucking tell me hey I have a girlfriend I hope you don't get mad but no he had to hurt me the worst possible way and I know for a fact Diego wouldn't do this to me without thinking of my feelings first 

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Well what can I say about this wonderful cold night well I've been thinking a lot about my ex Diego and all the moments we had together and it makes it harder for me to forgive and forget that ever happened and I try to move on each day and i know it happened 5 years ago but it still hurts knowing that he could've found his true love somewhere else and I'm just here trying to keep everything bottled up and trying to let him go.

On the other hand my crush Anthoney found a new fucking way to torture me and it hurt me to see him with his new girlfriend on Instagram couldn't he just keep me uninformed and pretend everything is good between us and I hate him for that but how can I tell my heart to stay mad and forget everything and just move on? And let me be happy with someone who treats me for i am and not for my looks like he was doing which in fact I'm still mad at him for

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Well what can I say about this beautiful night well lately my crush Anthoney has been pissing me off and ignoring me as if I did something wrong which I know I haven't and whenever he wants to talk ill answer and everything but when I want to have a conversion with him he doesn't want to which pisses me off even more and I don't know what to do I like him more then a friend but I know he doesn't see me more then that and it hurts me and whenever I see him talk to other girls I get all jealous and that's the feeling I don't ever want to experience ever again like I did with Diego well I continue this in the morning good night :) <3