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Well what can I say about this cold night well I've been thinking of my ex Diego so much lately and I feel like all the feelings of hate I had for him are coming back and they hurt me a lot but the reason I feel like this is because of my crush Anthoney and the fact that he has a girlfriend and never had the guts to fucking tell me hey I have a girlfriend I hope you don't get mad but no he had to hurt me the worst possible way and I know for a fact Diego wouldn't do this to me without thinking of my feelings first 

Heartbroken in many pieces

Well what can I say about this wonderful cold night well I've been thinking a lot about my ex Diego and all the moments we had together and it makes it harder for me to forgive and forget that ever happened and I try to move on each day and i know it happened 5 years ago but it still hurts knowing that he could've found his true love somewhere else and I'm just here trying to keep everything bottled up and trying to let him go.

On the other hand my crush Anthoney found a new fucking way to torture me and it hurt me to see him with his new girlfriend on Instagram couldn't he just keep me uninformed and pretend everything is good between us and I hate him for that but how can I tell my heart to stay mad and forget everything and just move on? And let me be happy with someone who treats me for i am and not for my looks like he was doing which in fact I'm still mad at him for

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Well what can I say about this beautiful night well lately my crush Anthoney has been pissing me off and ignoring me as if I did something wrong which I know I haven't and whenever he wants to talk ill answer and everything but when I want to have a conversion with him he doesn't want to which pisses me off even more and I don't know what to do I like him more then a friend but I know he doesn't see me more then that and it hurts me and whenever I see him talk to other girls I get all jealous and that's the feeling I don't ever want to experience ever again like I did with Diego well I continue this in the morning good night :) <3

My life my everything

Well what can I say about this day well today wouldve been 5 years of being with the love of my life if the distance wouldve let us be together but it didnt happen. 5 years ago I met this wonderful guy that I didnt know would mean more to me then anything in this world. I wasnt looking for anything more then a friendship after losing the guy I thought was the love of my life back in middle school I cried for a long time and I promised myself I wasnt going let my heart fall in love again until I was older but it didnt happen that way before even talking I saw him on match on tagged and he looked cute so I added him and a few days after he approved my request he sent me a message so we started talking and after a few hours of talking he asked to be his girlfriend and I gladly accepted but it only lasted 16 hours the first time the second time we got together we last a month and a half and then the last time we got back together before breaking up for good we were together for 3 weeks and when we broke up he accused me of cheating when clearly he was the one that cheated on me. But after we both had time to recover from this experience I learned that I needed it to learn that everyone makes mistakes and not all relationships are what they seem in books and I always regret ever losing him because after we broke up I found out weeks later he was dating someone else I found out my jealous side and I was so mad at him and myself for not making it work and I was trying to win back something I knew from the moment we broke up wasn't mine anymore and I got even more pissed and tried to break them up but it kinda back fired on me but worked to my advantage later on back because he broke up with her days after and I was happy. Now we barely talk anymore but I managed to stay friends with him even tho my heart beats for him and only him

Diego Alonso 💕

Well what can I say about tonight well on Tuesday afternoon my babe Diego returned my im I sent him and it made my whole day better because he actually talked to me which made me feel like he still cares and I hope we can continue talking because I still love him with all my heart and I don't picture myself with anyone else but him 

Diego Alonso Abarca

              8-4-08 

       Forever 

My battle between my true love and my crush

Well what can I say about this fine night well it's been months since I last talked to my ex Diego and I feel like all the emotions we had bottled up are finally starting to come out because I feel like he's still part of me but at the same time he isn't and I'm more confused now then ive ever been because I have huge crush on this wonderful guy that I really never pictured myself ever talking to his name is Anthoney and we just started talking a few months ago and I feel like he's perfect and I wouldn't change anything about him