Destiny?

Well yesterday was a great day because I got see my crush Tony after months of not seeing him because he quit working as a cashier and when I went to the store I don't know why I got the urge to glance over while I was filling up my water gallon and I saw him and i felt my heart skip a beat and I got nervous and I tried not to stare at him and make it obvious that I still had a thing for him but when I saw him again it felt like he never left and he looked super sexy I just hate that he is 19 and I'm 23 i wish we were around the same age so I could get the guts to ask him out but I don't want to go through that again